Forever And Ever

爱你是我人生最幸福的事

thats the dumbest thing i heard

我喜欢

我喜欢这样跟着你
随便你带她到哪里
你的脸慢慢贴近她
明天也慢慢地慢慢亲近
我喜欢你爱她的心
我知道她也爱你的心
不要忘记你对她说的承诺言语
但也不要就因为这样儿离开

too late to discover

im loving it and really dont want it to end
many people would wana slap me if i tell them that
but this is my second last time
and i truly appreciates the beauty of acquiring knowledge
and putting education as a top priority in life now
in a blink of a sem
my priority has to change
and im not ready for that


my abilities aint high enough to stop the clock
all i can do is to remember everybit of these feelings
and keep them as what people calls,
sweet memories

known unknowingly

it doesnt matter what the dictionary says
or the wikipedia displays
what really matters is how your heart defines it

drop

they flow in every room


lost 2 and still counting

bad start

gone
i pray that i wont feel a tiny bit
i wish i can think logically

there's no rain today

in the wrong state of mind
potentially ruining one's life
dont even know whats true and real now


i will give up everything and step myself away from you

221199

everyday of this date
i remember the needles the lights the pain
then the coma and the scar
well, it has been 10years
and i still wonder
how am i going to tell people about it

if you dont matter

把爱放心里面

其实我害怕会失去你的感觉
又深怕朋友默契转身不见
有懂我的你给我安慰
后悔这已不在的暧昧

你说的我都会相信
因为我完全信任你
我想说的是
大家都说你很好
我都知道
其实你只是对我没那么好

stupid

i wana marry money

sometimes i cant help but thinks that im a liability
operation
braces
spectacles / contact lens
failed driving
and im sure theres many more illnesses to come
these haunt me since young and they really total up to freaking lots of money!
shouldnt someone like that just die?
much resources can be saved
furthermore,
im of no asset value.

in my eyes..